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WARNING" This is strictly a Trauma Heavy Entry. Imagery may be too much for weaker stomachs.


I woke pissed at the world for no particular reason. Just one of those nights you hate the world. The family was not at home to endure my simmering temper. The traffic coming into downtown allowed me to verbally vent some of the pent up frustration.

I pushed through the doors and shed the attitude as I walked through the organized chaos that is Trauma. I checked the board -- Rene was charge nurse, while Paula, Mike (excellent nurses) were with me in triage along with one new nurse with twenty years’ experience in Trauma from Texas and a new nurse just out of orientation. Mike was her preceptor. The Residents were third year with brains; one looked at nurses as part of his team, the other was a jackass. The jackass was secondary.

The night moved slowly with a GSW in the spine. The victim had been running away from a rape and robbery scene when shot by cops. The second and third were wounds traded between friends with knives in a fight over a ballgame. The wounds on all were stabilized and sent to surgery.

A MVA was brought in via LifeFlight, a van versus and eighteen-wheeler; the tractor trailer truck won. The first through our doors was a twenty-five year old female. She had an airbag failure and had not worn a seat belt. She had been ejected through the windshield; the top metal ridge scalped her, skull exposed with hairline fractures. Her hair and scalp were folded back and soaked with capillary blood. A nasty wound but not life-threatening. I gave her to Mike for but his student but she took one look and ran for the bathroom.

The Forty year old male had been impaled on a slice of metal sheared from the truck, then entered the windshield and lodged at an angle into his pelvis—we thought at the time of arrival. Even with the morphine he had received in route he screamed. Dr. J. placed the CVC with difficulty since the patient fought in pain. It took two very large male CarePartners to hold his head and shoulders still. Once the line was placed, labs were drawn first to keep the drug screen uncontaminated, then a sedative administered. Fluids and blood were hung as Dr. J. intubated the victim.

We cut his clothes from his body, stopped at the metal across his pelvis. “We don’t have a pulse in his feet and no there’s no femoral pulse in either thigh.

The new, ‘experienced’ trauma nurse gave a jerk to remove his shirt from beneath the metal. His lower body separated to his pelvic floor. Flesh, splintered bones, blood vessels, the bladder revealed. Before anyone could move the sheet of metal dropped back, arterial blood sprayed controlled quickly by the resident as I opened and slapped hemostats in his hand. The intestines spilled out and over the patient to the floor. There was an audible pop as the hamstring frayed loose and curled downward. Everyone scrambled to pile intestines into and on top of the patient. Those of us at the head of the bed received about two pints of blood ricocheted off the metal plate and soaking our faces, through masks and head covers along with our upper chests. The force was so strong of a couple of his heartbeats saturating gowns and everything beneath to skin. Thankfully goggles held up. New masks, goggles & head coverings when Paula yelled, “He’s going into V-TACH”

I pushed the drugs while the resident waited for CPR to circulate it; then shocked him. It took three shocks to get a viable rhythm.

Rene had, as all this was occurring, called the general Attending surgeon. He had left a surgery in the hands of his resident.

“Doctor his lower extremities have been without oxygen for over thirty minutes. There is necrosis in his feet and as you can see his legs are dull blue.”

“Clean up as much of this blood as possible and I’ll arrange for transport.”

Evie, the nurse who had pulled the shirt and caused this mess, rushed up from the back where she had been cowering, “Doctor should I push the plate back in place?”

There was a long silent moment and incredulous looks, “He’s lost the lower half of his body. Whichever of you idiots that moved that plate has probably killed him, but we’ll do what we can.”

She flushed then reached to hand me an ABD pad. I looked at the pad then at the massive amount of blood on the patient and gurney, then at Evie, “An ABD pad . . . really.” I flushed his body’s cavity and packed it with 4x4’s soaked in sterile water.

Surgical techs rushed him out of trauma and down to surgery.

It was thankfully quiet as two nurses, the resident and a respiratory therapist operating the AMBU BAG took turns showering and changing.
The remainder of the night was mild by comparison. I took Evie into the office at end of shift and explained that usually when a mistake was made I give a verbal warning but since it was a possible terminal related to her actions, I was obligated to write an incident report.”

“It was an accident.”

“That’s for the manager and possible the board to decide. I’m sorry.”

Word came up he didn’t make it and along with it my mood returned. I signed out at the desk and heard the day charge nurse ask one of the new nurses for her bandage scissors. After searching her pockets told her she couldn’t find them.

“A real DECENT, COMPETENT nurse always has her supplies on hand. Always!

I really disliked this sanctimonious bitch. The floor was busy but everyone had stopped to watch the show of Maxine dressing down a new nurse.

“So I guess that means you are NOT a decent, competent nurse, huh, Maxine.”

“I beg your pardon? This has nothing to do with you. You just take care of your night shift.”

“I do, and I don’t bully them. But my question to you is, where are your bandage scissors? Why do you need to borrow hers if you are a decent, competent nurse? Shouldn’t you have your own.”

There were snickers and she turned beet red and stormed off toward the manager’s office. I departed in a much better mood than I had arrived.

DEFINITIONS:
GSW---GUNSHOT WOUND
MVA---MOTOR VEHICLE ACCIDENT
4x4---GAUZE FOLDED INTO A 4”X4” SQUARE
ABD PAD—A LARGE 6X9 INCH PAD FOLDED IN THIRDS

Date: 2012-03-05 12:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jacq22.livejournal.com
Now this one tops the lot, and the facts of it stunned me. I still am so thankfull there are people out there to put some of the victims back together...or at least try.

Excellent story,...as usual. the book must be almost finished,? but you will have to change names and wait until you retire I guess.

Date: 2012-03-05 11:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Its not a pretty job. Thanks for your kindness and taking time to comment. I change most names but the nurses who have given me written permission to use their names. My rookie mistake was in the beginning using the name of my Medical Center though being the only Level 1 Trauma Center in Middle Tennessee I suppose anyone knowing the area could guess. Thanks for commenting.

I don't think anyone could take an entire book of trauma.

Date: 2012-03-05 01:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kehlen-crow.livejournal.com
This is a fascinatingly horrible as most of your stories :'(

Date: 2012-03-05 11:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Its the side of life most do not see.

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Date: 2012-03-05 01:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] myrna-bird.livejournal.com
I loved how you checked your bad mood at the door when you came into work. After a night like that, I am amazed that you had the brain function left in the morning to do that bit with Maxine. Go, you! You are a true advocate and a REAL special nurse.

Date: 2012-03-05 11:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
On really bad nights you usually leave work with an adrenaline high. You just hope to be home before you crash. Thanks for reading and commenting,
Edited Date: 2012-03-05 11:02 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-03-05 02:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyjudithanne.livejournal.com
Read it my love and you where right about 'weaker stomachs.'

Date: 2012-03-05 11:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Judith read my writing game entries. LJIDOL's are too much for you.

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Date: 2012-03-05 11:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
His vertebrae & cord were intact. They could have saved his life IF. But so many things could have gone wrong he still could have died without her mistake.

And there is nothing quite like being so saturated with high velocity blood your hair cakes under your cap and you peel clots off your skin when you undress to shower.
I left that part out. In fact I left the worst parts out and its still too gory.

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Date: 2012-03-05 10:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rejeneration.livejournal.com
I woke pissed at the world for no particular reason. well that just slaps you across the face! I love it! =D

You have nothing but fantastic imagery here! It's alive and kicking!

The Residents were third year with brains; one looked at nurses as part of his team, the other was a jackass. The jackass was secondary.

You write with flavor, if you can understand. We were talking about that brusque style and this NAILS it.

Truly awesome!

Date: 2012-03-05 11:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thank you, I toned it down, left out the worst and still its too gory.

Date: 2012-03-05 11:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iamthesea.livejournal.com
Loved it. You truly have a way with words and imagery. I've had some horror story type injuries myself (luckily for me, I have a very strong stomach too!) and as [livejournal.com profile] jacq22 said, I too am thankful for the people like yourself who are there to help put victims back together!

Date: 2012-03-05 11:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thank you for your kind words. And for taking time to comment.

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Date: 2012-03-06 02:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ravenshrinkery.livejournal.com
So I'm left wondering whatever happened to Evie, if you know. As always, I love your work, both written here and what you do.

(Someday, not for Idol, consider writing one of these entries without censoring the content. Lock it if you need to, your regular readers can probably handle it or at least know to not click.)

Date: 2012-03-06 02:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
If I stick around I will try that and see what happens. Evie transferred to surgical ICU with a reprimand and a fine with the nursing board. I think her license for six months. Thanks for commenting.

Date: 2012-03-06 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lawchicky.livejournal.com
Wow, just wow. I dont' know how you can deal with all of these heavy cases in your line of work. I would not be cut out for it at all.

Date: 2012-03-06 04:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
You have to learn to shut down your emotions and you become immune to most. Some, especially young adults are difficult.

Date: 2012-03-06 07:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whipchick.livejournal.com
It must be so tough being a new nurse and not yet being able to respect how incompetent you really are, while trying your best to do the right thing. I so respect your ability to make life-or-death decisions in a split-second.

Date: 2012-03-06 08:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
How very kind of you. I never think about my job like that. E are a team, and if a member of the team breaks then the others must pick up the slack or someone dies. That's why I never understood why managers want to break up good teams, I've had them call us clicks, but if we keep the units mortality down so what, thanks so much for taking time to comment.

I thought of you today when a guy on Rachael Ray's show talked about learning to use a bullwhip, which he said after cutting his face and arms five or six times he gave up so if anyone thinks what you do using one is easy--they need to try it. If they don't mind the scars.

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Date: 2012-03-06 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] m-malcontent.livejournal.com
You are the undisputed master of this genre.

I think there are large numbers of people who would read the book you could right.

It might be too intense to read cover to cover, but reading a story or two at a time would be really powerful.

It's much better than the fiction of Robin Cook or some of the "real stories" non-fiction I have read.

Date: 2012-03-06 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
That is very kind, thank you.

Date: 2012-03-07 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shimmerdream.livejournal.com
Oh wow, I think this is one of your most intense entries. It really drew me into your world.

Date: 2012-03-07 12:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thank you. And thanks for taking time to comment.

Date: 2012-03-07 02:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pixie117.livejournal.com
Wow. It's scary how an accident can kill someone in your line of work. As always, a good read and written well.

Date: 2012-03-07 09:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thanks for the kind comment and taking time to make it. (=

Date: 2012-03-07 02:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com
Wow, that's kind of horrifying. This was a great read, though.

Date: 2012-03-07 09:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
It was horrifying to be in the middle of it, too. Thanks for taking time to comment.

Date: 2012-03-07 04:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whirlgig.livejournal.com
Intensely written, really really had me hooked. Egos in the workplace never cease to amaze, do they?

Date: 2012-03-08 12:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
But egos in my workplace cause deaths. I admit I have an arrogant ego, but I know my job. I can anticipate what a resident needs before he knows he needs it, or can see a patient developing signs of a stroke and move to prevent or prepare for it. But I don't flaunt it, and if its something I don't know or haven't seen I know who to go to find the answer quickly. Its the people with a little knowledge that make huge mistakes because they want to be the best. Did that make sense?

Thank you so much for taking time to comment, its appreciated.

Date: 2012-03-07 10:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolfden.livejournal.com
This is well well done.

I apparently have a strong stomach (although I suspect the imagery may haunt me later). Your ability to convey the scene is always so impressive to me. I know you clean things up to make it less intense (and less gross).

Date: 2012-03-07 11:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thank you, I though my readers could do without what it is like to take off a surgical cap and how is feels to wash caked gelatinous blood out of your hair. I still shudder when I think about it.

I have had a couple of readers ask me to do one unedited trauma. But I think maybe they would be the only ones able to read it.

I write and it seems mild to me, my 20 year old reads it and says You can't leave this in here this is horrible. So I edit and edit and still its a little gross.

Thanks for taking time to comment.

Date: 2012-03-08 02:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] java-fiend.livejournal.com
Wow... ugh. Very graphic indeed. I was getting a little squeamish reading that! It's sad that one mistake by somebody who should know better may have cost this person their life. I can definitely see why you sometimes get in a "mood" when you have to see and deal with these sorts of experiences daily.

Date: 2012-03-08 02:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
That's why I put a warning at the beginning. Thanks for commenting. Sorry it was too much for you. )=
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Date: 2012-03-08 06:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] porn-this-way.livejournal.com
Holy shit, this was fucking intense. A lot of times, I read pieces of fiction here on Idol and think "OMG, I hope this is based on a true story!" This one, I was just sitting here thinking "holy crap, I really wish this were fake."

Hardcore high five for turning the tables on Maxine though. Office bullies are the absolute worst - good to know you fight that particular plague in addition to taking care of stuff in the ICU.

Date: 2012-03-08 08:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thank you for your kind comment. And for taking to make it.

Date: 2012-03-08 11:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] liret.livejournal.com
Stupid mistake for Evie to make, but I still wouldn't have expected him to just, um, fall apart like that. Ugh.

Date: 2012-03-08 08:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
We didn't expect him to fall in half either. Imagine OUR surprise. Thanks for commenting.

Date: 2012-03-08 11:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ecosopher.livejournal.com
I'll admit I had to skip a bit - bit squeamish and emotional in my present condition! - but because of that, again I'm amazed at what goes on :(

Glad that day nurse got her come-uppance, though :)

Date: 2012-03-08 08:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thanks for reading what you could. And thanks for commenting.

Date: 2012-03-08 01:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dblicher.livejournal.com
OMG. An amazing story about what goes on that most people don't even know about. Many thanks for telling.

Date: 2012-03-08 08:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thanks you. And thanks for taking time to comment

Date: 2012-03-08 06:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halfshellvenus.livejournal.com
Good lord. Why would you roughly handle anything connected to a patient in that kind of condition? Use scissors to cut off the shirt, don't yank on it!

I feel so for the people you treat in trauma. Sometimes, it almost seems a blessing they don't survive their injurings, but they've still had to suffer through them for awhile, and so many of the seemingly impossible cases DO make it through.

Date: 2012-03-08 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Excellent question. YOU have a brain and can problem solve on your feet. Ever thought of becoming a nurse? We could use you.

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Date: 2012-03-08 11:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] muchtooarrogant.livejournal.com
Should I put the piece of metal back? Just, wow!

Dan

Date: 2012-03-08 11:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
Thanks for taking the time to comment.

Date: 2012-03-09 01:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karmasoup.livejournal.com
I can just imagine the lawsuit that must have ensued... a more gruesome case than most, and all for want of a nail (or in this case, a pair of scissors). I've been on the table a couple times in my life, having been in two major car accidents, one in which I did not have a car around me (vehicle vs. pedestrian). I get why my clothes are cut off. What I never really understand is, why the hell give me a bag of the shredded remains of my scissor removed garments? If the pockets are empty, at least ask me if I want them, or to just have them thrown away before I'm coming two three days following the impact of a TBI in which I suffered a subdural hematoma and encephalitis... I have enough on my plate just trying to piece my life back together, I don't want to have to deal with the baggage, too. One of these days, you should compile all these into some semblance of order and self publish.

Date: 2012-03-09 02:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
By law all your belongings must be returned to you, at least in my state. This includes the removed clothing. We have to (in Trauma) by law give these shreds to the families of those who die. I think its horrible. We are not even allowed to ask do you want the blood soaked shredded clothing of your dead child/spouse. This is a legal idiotic thing.

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